It makes me feel uneasy, well technically I'm not ALONE alone but the baby is sleeping and the house just seems..too quiet. Luckily my husband doesn't go on business trips so often anymore.
I'm sitting in the tv room with my laptop, dreading going upstairs to sleep, I already hate going to sleep but going alone is even worse! The baby won't sleep next to me either, he only sleeps in his own bed, rarely has he been able to fall asleep next to his parents :/
Sometimes (like tonight) I wish he was the kind of kid that loves sleeping in mommy and daddy's bed, that will come tippy-toeing in the middle of the night and whisper "mamma" and try to crawl into the bed :) When he was still breastfeeding I'd keep him next to me all night, he ate so often it was just the most convenient (and so cozy too) I would sometimes just lie and look at his little face when he was sleeping, istening to him breathing <3
